trapped in a box

Just enjoying the new PJ Harvey album white chalk..
Reading Sylvia Plath in the original language for the FIRST TIME..
and paying my regards to Ozu.. not as fun as it sounds.. but keeps me busy

radiohead.. back to having our radio-heads..

So, because I am graduating they cannot fund me and it is so funny!

-"because you are graduating!"
-Thanks..Would you like me to not graduate and get couple of more dollars?
-"because you are graduating!"
-Thanks..Isn't it better that I am graduating and on the side I am doing something special and something nice?
-"because you are graduating so I am having a hard time finding a scholarship"
-Thanks and the world turns..

and I watched it 15 times last week like a weird little girl but I can watch it 35 times more..
let me live!!!

Thanks to all,
For reminding me every now and then how much I am entangled within uselessness,
For supporting me so much that I have to take long walks when it is freezing,
For giving me money so that I can give you back
Thank you for being there for me..
but not being with me.
Thank you so much!

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That's what I do..

Anyways, news.. no news..
How would I express myself to the whole world?
I want to yell out loud.. sick and tired of computer science..
if you know what I mean and I want to read and read and read like
a high school student..
nope, got to breathe and breathe!!

OK why is it that men and women keep acting as if they are fools?
Is it fun..I don't get it if it is fun..
Cause it is not fun for me..
Why is it so difficult to be intelligent?
Why are all intelligent women feminists?
and Why do women pretend they are stupid (or they are stupid may be)?
I don't get it seriously, and I may be have some sort of a rage or hatred in me
subconsciously but man..
oh man!

people just won't get it will they?
I was wondering if there was a community for explosions in the sky..but I guess there is not.. should I start one I do not know? //the detachable life.. adds up a puzzle..
I lost the blue pieces..
now give me more..

kafabindunya..